grieving things lost

grieving things lost

The things one can not control hurt the most



within this adult there are children of all ages

each of us is grieving what should have been

the mom who should have kelp us safe we is grieving as she did not

the brothers who should have cared for us but did not

some thin is grieving k only done when someone dies

but that not the truth at all one can grieve things that should have been

we grieve the childhood we should have at the careful days that never were

on is grieving thing we should not have know but we were forced to know

grieving the loss of ones self within the nightmare of abuse

grieving the loss of things taken from us

grieving one personal space that we never had at all

grieving the not having a identity of ones self but always connected to another person

grieving the dad that we should have had not the one who beat us and hurt us in other ways

so many thing w is grieve that are from childhood

not to mention the things w is grieve from adult life as lines would be to many if we add all that

is grieving parents that still alive but not what they should have been like

all this we is not within someone dying but is within a hurt and scared childhood

betrayed and abandoned emotionally an is grieving the hurt physically

can not get one childhood back but can and heal from what it lacked

is grieving come in many layers it not a one time thing at all

grieving is a journey in many ways it ok to grieve no time limit on it either