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stormieandpaws
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the storms within
PathStep 32 Compassion hearts38,385 Forum posts1,958 Forum upvotes3,847 Current upvotes3,847 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2026 Member sinceOctober 15, 2024
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as a system  we love to paint, do graphic design , and many other crafts. writing poems  and other writings too. we find within everything season of life there both negative and postieve.  life is a journey  and healing a journey too. when one can take the awful things done to them in this life and use them for good. that a key to being alive supportive  to others 

compassion is not just for others but for ones self. we learned many time  people treat others better then they treat self

we believe at times it best to step back look and listen to the things you tell others. then do them things to self too.

we have a very big system  now we work as a team  most the time. it can be hard at times as we still can disagree with each other at times. but we learned key to any relationship is honesty and communication that clear and with end each person  boundaries 

if have questions about DID we open to them as to get rid of stigmas  one has to learn about the things one judges  too






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TW having a hard time
Religion & Spirituality / by stormieandpaws
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 4 hours ago
...See more big trigger warning i having a really hard time everything flooding me right now oct. 30th and 31st are very bad memories for me brothers and other boys lived by us formed a almost i guess you call it a cult within that they did things very bad spiritually and sexual to me i can hear the chaning and well body memories flashbacks and night terrors happening right now and only getting worst closer to them dates night time the hardest for me many not believe in what happened they say it no longer happens but i know it does yes this was just a group of boys   not like the big gruops like it at all they used a satnic bible they took from school library  no one know they took it but pure evil thing to do was in it sadly me and other girls who lived by us were ones they did stuff too i not go into details due to what happened and could trigger others too i am a christian but what they did to me was the other side the enemy  of my soul i try to just pray and feel more of Him but within this time it very very hard to do i feel fear, shame, dirty, and gross due to what they did to me and made me do to others i know for most Halloween  just fun time with friends and family  this is not how i see it or feel it at all feel like i misunderstood  even heard no way could that have happened and other things like that it did happen i sure i not only one  happened to who come on 7 cups feel alone in this right now
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trigger warning Time of year evil beyond evil
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 October 26th
...See more big trigger warning  Time of year evil beyond evil Time of year when things be not as they seem the things that other say not happen anymore they do they hidden and still go on the evil is all around hidden be the evil so others not believe it still around the circle with star inside candles at it points I can not say what it used for but it still used even today the child lays still within it as knows can not cry this happened to me as a child long ago but even now I hate this time of year some just know Halloween and day before as a fun thing but other know it as a evil time a fearful time yes I know many will never believe me I know they not think evil like this still around but yes it be it never went away at all but did become more hidden by them doing it evil is evil it never go away at all but them like me know a type of evil that even beyond evil most know why I hate this time of year so much wish I did not know what I do know that I could see it as only a fun time of year full of candy and dressing up but that never be for me due to I can not forget the evil I have seen
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TW light within darkness
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 October 14th
...See more trigger warning beliefs, abuse,  Light within  darkness Darkness all around  child trapped within the darkness this there any light at all she say then she see a very small light she walk toward the light she see it a flame from a candle then she see another candle light as she watches she see more and more candle lights then she hears within a small voice voice that a whispers in the darkness but now there be light she listens to the small voice the voice tell her she is loved and not forgotten she ask by who then the voice say by Me she ask who are you answer come that I am God I came to save all from the darkness she ask how can I be with You in the light she hears with much love just believe on My name I came to free all who will believe on My name she smiles then say I heard of You she say I believe on Your name Jesus then within she feel great joy joy even within her suffering knowing some one love her enough to die for her but He also came alive again too He living so she to will go on living the abuse will not defeat her due to Him faith even within her suffering she now has she has hope and knows a great love years go by and more years go by the abuse not stop but she know she being held by Him her faith grows within her Lord with her even within the darkness hope is alive within her they did not destroy that in time freedom from the abuse comes as window open for her to be free she believes that was His doing as no other could have did that faith grows within her always has even a small light can become a great light this can happen even in great suffering love can bring healing and joy again darkness is not the end as there be a great light that can always defeat darkness even defeat the that set out to hurt others this is my life journey but it not over yet
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trigger warning tears of red and scars
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 October 3rd
...See more trigger warning for self harm, blood and  others tears of red and scars   the pain within come out not tears from the eyes but crying in another way fear of being hurt why no tears from the eyes but as the wound and blood drips out drips one drop at a time onto a white rose staining it red as the blood goes on it why has fear of punishment came to this why is crying from the eyes so scary  but as the drops of blood go onto the white  rose tears they be a cry for help a cry from deep wounds but even after no longer tears of red the scar be there scars that tell a story of pain and fear scars that tell of the brave soul  that still is here  even after all the pain and hurt scars that are not to be seen as failure  at all but to be seen as a warrior  wounds with in  real battles so even long after the self harm no more being done the scar a reminder of the many battle one fought in the past the tears of blood onto the white roses was due to fear and pain they was as real as tears from the eyes no one can see the pain and fear that was there but now  the scars still can tell of the pain and fear look at the scars as battle wounds  not as bad things but as one being brave within the abuses
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Storm cry
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 October 4th
...See more Storm cry Within the storm within me there a cry to just be heard a cry to be understood without judgment without one trying to fix me the cry within the wind seem to go on heard tears fall within the storm but no one see them as the rain all that seen what would it take to be heard and seen the storm is strong within but unseen by others just to be heard and seen just to be sat with within the storm no words need to be said at all just one to sit by me within the storm one to not turn away due to the messiness I can be the storm is powerful within but even within the storm there a undying hope
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Nightmare of first day of school
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 September 22nd
...See more Nightmare of first day of school Time to go back to school when was a child it was first day of school most kids excited to be back to see their friends but for me it was not a happy time at all the teasing and ones being mean to me was not due to anything I did at all their reason was I spent part of the day in the resorce room but to then that was a good reason to make fun of me why why are some kids so mean to other looking back I see myself as a child alone or being teased teachers at times were as bad as the kids the comments and punishments came from them a lot just see the child I was smiling on the outside but on the inside hurt and sad due to all they did a child in the wind being blown about by the actions of others
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wolf on moon
Positivity & Gratitude / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 September 2nd
...See more thought i share this with you i am grateful to know you 
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Little star
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 August 26th
...See more Little star Like a star in the sky one does not want to be alone each of us was born with wanting to me around others community is importer to have but one does not always have that in life broken and alone one can be this can be due to walls being put up to feel safe can be due to others keep rejecting you over and over after time being rejected one become more hurt hurt ones will just give up on others in their mind they come to believe better to be alone then to be hurt again but to that little star I would say little star I know you been hurt over and over but also know you want to be in community of people that will love you you are not to be blaned for the pain you feel it was never your fault that others hurt you little star it ok to feel as you do yoo I see you and will hold hope for you in time many be you be able to trust others a little at a time want you to know little star that it ok to test others to see if they trust worthy little star I know you can heal and within that find hope of being with others little star you was not made to be alone you was made for a community little star shine and more shine just being here say you be amazing too
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