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stormieandpaws
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the storms within
PathStep 32 Compassion hearts34,284 Forum posts1,732 Forum upvotes3,291 Current upvotes3,291 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2026 Member sinceOctober 15, 2024
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as a system  we love to paint, do graphic design , and many other crafts. writing poems  and other writings too. we find within everything season of life there both negative and postieve.  life is a journey  and healing a journey too. when one can take the awful things done to them in this life and use them for good. that a key to being alive supportive  to others 

compassion is not just for others but for ones self. we learned many time  people treat others better then they treat self

we believe at times it best to step back look and listen to the things you tell others. then do them things to self too.

we have a very big system  now we work as a team  most the time. it can be hard at times as we still can disagree with each other at times. but we learned key to any relationship is honesty and communication that clear and with end each person  boundaries 

if have questions about DID we open to them as to get rid of stigmas  one has to learn about the things one judges  too






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Stars in the night sky
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 12 hours ago
...See more Stars in the night sky Stars in the night sky a child I was crying out into the night why do they hurt me what have I done to deserve this the stars do not answer that question at all stars in the night sky but is it me that the issue I think as a child doing I need to be better to not be hurt what can I do to change this all stars in the night sky I can not go away from them at all or can I the child I was thinks so I go within self break apart within it the only way to make it to just become more then one stars in the night sky my very soul become shattered like a broken glaasses bottle into many many piecea but this only way to make it to stay alive star in the night sky now the child I was is a adult and can run away from them the adult I am starts to heal even within the abuse and pain but freedom comes when I ran away from them fully stars in the night sky I no longer being hurt by them anymore a new layer of healing can begin now stars in the night sky at least there be a end to the abuse a end to it all see now I did not deserve what they did to me at all stars in the night sky I am shining now as bright as each of you this is a new layer of healing within my healing journey
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Be light in darkness
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 Monday
...See more Be light in darkness I walk within darkness but I not let the darkness take over me I become the light within in the darkness I not allow their abuse to destroy me they be the darkness but I raise above them become the light within the darkness not let them turn me to be bitter and hateful but overcome their darkness use the darkness they dish out to me to make me the light in darkness for others too living in darkness can make one one way that being bitter and hateful or make one to use it to become a light to others learn to use what was met for evil to be used for good darkness does not have to turn you dark too but can be used for you to become a better person teach you empathy and to have a heart for others use the dark things done to you for good overcome the darkness that was done to you allow it to teach you things and then can use them for good healing work is the key to being able to become a blazing light in darkness become the light in the darkness do not let the darkness over take you you are one in end that can chose to be light or darkness will you allow it to put out the light within you or will you allow it to teach you and become a blazing fire a blazing fire that can go into others darkness light the way as you walk beside them as they heal walk hand in hand with them to help them overcome darkness to become a blazing overcoming fire to others the darkness runs when you allow your light to shine
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Life and learning new things
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 July 24th
...See more trigger warning  Life and learning new things When I was small I see now what hurt the most what hurts me the most I feel was the things said to me your not sad your happy you have it better then I did when I was young you have nothing to feel sad about your just acting up and wanting attention I heard many other things that hurt so much what is a child to think when they really being told you not matter looking back I see myself when a child just wanting love and kindness with parents not giving it much at all I seeked it so much in the wrong places little one I was wanted love and to be treated nicely but looking back I see this sited me up to be abused but as a child any attention any thing that seemed like attention was seen as love even the abuse was at times seen as love but in the wrong way I was a child I had a child brain and way of thinking within that became a twisted idea of love sadly that lasted into adult life looking back I see that also set me up to marry a man that was abusive when abuse is all you know then it easier for others to abuse you healing work brings a new understanding to what love is also brings into life a new idea how one to treat you I so glad that I was awakened to truth about love and how ones to be treated new life that brought into being I am still learning and healing too kinda not sure this counts as a poem or just writing but wanted to share this with you all 
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The racing thoughts within
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 July 19th
...See more The racing thoughts within Looking out over the water I see the calmness of the blue water I think what would it be like if my mind was that calmness within my mind is a race it always like that ] one thought after another races by is it going to stop I think will I ever be calm within my mind no answers to this questions come so what will be become the mind racing on and on
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hi purpleHemlock3913
Pen Pals / by stormieandpaws
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 15 hours ago
...See more @purpleHemlock3913  hope this works i know you said you tried thought i would too
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The unseen battle
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 July 6th
...See more The unseen battle Wanting to help support others fear come into play stepping away but wanting to stay within the storm within the being but everything seems to hard unsure what to do at this point to run away or to stay to give in to the fears or fight them alone within the fight within a smile on my face but that only a mask I wear trying to stay positive as that how others see me but the thoughts within be far from positive at this time I hear them who abused me and words they said so within that I am being attacked with words the your not good enough you never will be give up as in the end you know you can not do that then the one I hate the most just run away before you get rejected so the battle is within and without too but feel as if I can not really voice what really going on
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roads of life
Poetry / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 June 27th
...See more Roads I stand in middle of the road of life I see two roads a head one looks easy the other looks hard and not as clear a path but unsure what one to take at first but in past the easy ones turned out to be not easy at all as they started out looking great and seemed at first to be but then not long down that road it got harder and harder so is it better to take the road that looks hard or the one looks easy in the end I stepped onto the one looks hard but after some clearing the road and doing hard work I saw that I was growing learning new skills this road was harder but it also was more rewarding the hard road brought healing and well made me stronger and stronger yes it met facing thing even my own fears but as I looked beside me I saw others with me at times they supported helped me down the hard road other times I supported and helped then down the hard road each of us the journey down this hard road different but even within that we can help each other too no one a island alone that not how we met to be we all to be within a community of love and supported so anyone who feel alone and walking alone look beside you I be there and others will be there too no one needs to be alone in the journey of healing so please reach out your hand to others
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healing and change in how talk
Trauma Support / by stormieandpaws
Last post
 June 27th
...See more this month not long ago my therapist  brought up this and well i see her point but also am scared she said at this stage of my healing journey  i need to focus  on being a full person not fulling we and using i  for me this scary not sure why as for last few months i been the one out typing yes other within will talk in my head when i am out and give input but they not fully out much any more so she said i need to see how far i healed and think more of self being   identity  of body self more then seeing self as pieces and using we and us  she stated is making me stay stuck in that way of thinking yes the other in system  still there but not as active as was for most my life so she think i need to break the habit  of saying we and us use i and me i not sure why this even scary to me but it is right now  not sure if any other system here has  dealt with this and could help  even maybe help me understand why  this so scary for me it seem stupid that it scary to me in my thinking but the emotion is there 
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