After the Fall.

I'm so sick of living in my head. 

Caught by the relentless demon. 

All I want to do is close my eyes. 

Let the pain consume me. 

You pushed me into the void and buried me in the darkness. 

Where's the end. Please... Make it stop. 

Drowning under the weight of the world. 

You caught me in a moment of weakness. 

Falling too hard left me needing solid ground. 

Don't try to fix it. 

You won't change the hurt I'm feeling. 

I can't be fixed if I'm already beyond repair. 

I've been crushed under my hope. 

Don't tell me your sorry, don't tell me you still care. 

Spiraling out of control, I can't tame the monster that's apart of me. 

You won't listen, you won't understand, you don't care. 

I've cried myself to sleep more times than I can count as my head fills with memories of all the pain you caused. 

Don't bother trying, I'm a hopeless cause.