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IzzyGamer
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One day im going to just disappear...
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- Hey, i'm Izzy! -
I'm 16, they/them 
Don't really know why I'm here... I'm just existing. 

I am the lone astronaut floating untethered in the void full of stars. 

The silence feels surreal. 
"Sometimes in my tent late at night I think I can hear the stars scraping against the sky."

"Even the longest nights don't last forever."

"Sometimes you have to take a step back before you can take a step forward"

""I was the echo" he said "not the flash""

"Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, either way your right." 

"And I was running far away, would I run off the world some day." 
Im drifting farther and farther away from the planet I once called home.

Lost in the silence where I will forever be forgotten. 

I am the lone astronaut lurking in the shadows of the void. 
I've met so many amazing people during my time here, I'm so lucky to have met each of you. 

You all mean the world to me, thank you for everything. (: 

@selanaluna77

@Orange64

@CommunitymodFinn

@CommunitymodChristine

@Questionnairman

@yourlocalIKEA

@Tsuk


The hardest thing I've ever had to do was learn how to say goodbye...

The tears I shed float off into the infinite void of space. 

I am the lone astronaut floating high above the chaos of the world. 

Up here I am free. 
                       



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Space for Space?
Journals & Diaries / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 18 hours ago
...See more Well... I'm not sure why I'm making this but I guess I decided to make a place where I can express how I feel. Or I guess just to write out all the chaos that's inside my head. Or just completely random things that have nothing at all to do with anything. 🙃 Since Ive never had a place where I've felt safe to express myself I guess this will my little corner of internet where I do feel safe. (Maybe)  I honestly don't mind replies, just be nice... Please (: 
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What's the point.
General Support / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 July 28th
...See more Why am I like this, I feel broken. I'm tired of having to deal with family. It's exhausting having to put up with people who make me feel worthless every single day. They can't ever just accept me for who I am. I'm never enough for them. I feel trapped. I so badly just want to get away from it all.  Everywhere I go I feel alone and ignored even here I feel like that. Whatever it's fine I'm already used to it anyway. At this point I've just stopped expecting anything from anyone. It all feels pointless. 
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Why is this so hard...
Self-Harm Recovery / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 June 17th
...See more ///trigger warning/// This isn't something I normally like talking about... But I guess I just needed to put this out there somewhere.  I relapsed back into sh again today... I was 30 days clean.. I think that's honestly the longest I've gone without cutting since I started doing it. Tbh I don't really know how I managed to make it that far to begin with. Today's just been a really bad day ngl.  There's just this constant battle in my mind about whether or not I really want to quit sh. Ik it's bad for me, but it's become the only thing that helps me cope. Nothing makes me happy anymore so I guess I ended up resorting back to the one thing that actually helps. I feel like there's a lot of stigma around sh which makes it so hard for me to want to quit or get help with this. I'm scared of what will happen or how people will react to this side of me.  I guess that's also why I've been so reluctant to post about this on here as well... There's this constant worry in the back of my mind that people will think I'm crazy or treat me differently because they know that I've been cutting myself. I feel like a burden for writing this idk why. It's just hard to live with all this constant worry around everything. :/
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Izzy & Fox
Pen Pals / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 June 1st
...See more This is a pen pal for me and @AngelFox2 Please don't lurk, upvote, or post unless your one of us. 
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Tired :/
General Support / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 June 1st
...See more Im so tired.... So tired of everything. idk what I'm doing anymore. idek what's wrong with me. Nothing makes sense. I'm exhausted from trying to act like I'm fine all the time. I laugh and smile and say everything I'm supposed to even though I'm falling apart on the inside.  "I'm fine" its always the same lie.  I know I need help. I know I do... but I'm too scared to ask for it. I've never had good expierences with that in the past. I've always felt like I have to do things myself. That if I got myself into this I can get myself out. I just feel so alone.  No one see's the effort I put in just to get through each day. Its so hard to do things I barely have the energy to do anything. I honestly don't know how I still manage to function and get through everything.  Nothing makes me happy anymore... I've tried so hard to pull myself out of this and find things to distract myself. it hurts so much to feel like I've lost myself. I just feel numb towards everyone and everything.  Nothing helps... nothing can fix this. Maybe that's just because I'm just too broken to be fixed. 
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Raphael & Izzy
Pen Pals / by IzzyGamer
Last post
 June 5th
...See more This is a pen pal for me and @raphael86 Please don't lurk, upvote or post unless your one of us. (:
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