Fear and longing

To fall on everything and those to shatter at my fall,

To be held so strong there is no rest to fight,

Feeling their hot breath underneath my skin,

My bones defrosting at their touch,

My lips burning under my blood

My eyes melting into theirs,

My fear falling at my feet,

Despite the heat of my chest,

Knowing you can t fight it ,

It s stronger than the fear,

It s a curse but you can t help it,

Feel the peace but also guilt,

Way to scared to be death ,

A scream saying thousand of words ,

But your mouth not even one,

Your heart reaching for help,

But your mind could never ,

Always a sense of guilt ,

With no even a reason.