I need to change

God, I feel the weight so heavy,

like the world strides forward, achieving,

while I remain, nursing last year's scars,

still trying to soothe the sting.

I yearn to rise beyond this stillness,

to join the march of purpose and progress,

but I feel I've done so little,

and it burdens my spirit, feeling unworthy of Your grace.

Yes, the tides often flow against me,

yet God, grant me strength to lean on You.

Remind me each day,

that motivation won't always come from others,

but discipline is Your gift,

Your power, Your relentless strength within.

Lord, help me show up, even through the ache,

guide my steps where paths diverge,

teach me the lessons buried in disappointment.

If a shortcut tempts but isn't in Your purpose,

let it remain unseen.

Please, Lord, teach me—

teach me to reflect Your wisdom,

teach me to trust Your timing,

teach me to persevere.

Lord, teach.