Outbearst, I can't stop loving her.

I'm tired, I'm tired of making fun of myself,

To fill him with lies

To not be able to trust even me, my only friend

I hate myself, I hate myself more than anything

I can't love, I can't be happy, I can't like myself

I'm externalizing where I shouldn't, I'm only asking for attention

I'm hurting, I'm hurting a lot, I can't take it anymore

I need a hug to tell me that everything will be okay, that they'll be there for me

But I only see backs turned

And it hurts so much

I don't know what I feel anymore

I probably don't feel anything

I've died inside, only the body remains