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friendlyPal5981
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PathStep 20 Compassion hearts278 Forum posts46 Forum upvotes62 Current upvotes62 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2025 Member sinceMay 27, 2025
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We are nothing for the universe, just tiny animals. Everyone is important for the rest of the people. So tiny animals (people) are important one for another, but all together, or just one or two, are nothing for the universe. But, maybe the universe is also nothing. What is important or crucial about universe? Nothing values, but you can live as it values for this exact reason: because it doesn't value. Nothing big to be badly affected from your choices (except other people ofc). Just live, it doesn't value that much but it's fun and it's something that happens once i think.





I need your arms to welcome me

But a cold stone’s all I see

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Numbness
Poetry / by friendlyPal5981
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 June 20th, 2025
...See more We stopped loving each other As if love had run out And now we are struggling to find its joy or love itself again The lack of love It plunged us both into our selfishness and narcissism The other was constantly to blame and we did nothing wrong And all this, a new sadness we made us know That of loneliness and conceit Of the exclusivity of the other And of his given non-existence Egoism, egocentrism, navel-gazing We made us alone We were next to each other, and yet a huge void existed between us And I want so much for this void to go away To be close again To have you hold my hand again to hug you To have you hold my hand to hug me But I don't know if this can come true You see, we the feeling is over And with it the hope
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Hi
Friendship Support / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 8th, 2025
...See more My best and only friend talks me in a bad way and she wants to leave me, what shall I do? It's really tough and I'm quite upset.
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Outbearst, I can't stop loving her.
Poetry / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 7th, 2025
...See more I'm tired, I'm tired of making fun of myself, To fill him with lies To not be able to trust even me, my only friend I hate myself, I hate myself more than anything I can't love, I can't be happy, I can't like myself I'm externalizing where I shouldn't, I'm only asking for attention I'm hurting, I'm hurting a lot, I can't take it anymore I need a hug to tell me that everything will be okay, that they'll be there for me But I only see backs turned And it hurts so much I don't know what I feel anymore I probably don't feel anything I've died inside, only the body remains
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Instrumental Rock Songs
Music & Dance / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 7th, 2025
...See more https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=zGQuYs53PN4&si=5yTwfea968Yl2yvo https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=1FKw2COdkew&si=q9FzGsZ3NURB_3pp https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=i5yv77BGKzY&si=bnCEALyWGCaE6Zbm https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=a6Di2JW-0yc&si=5mVY2U7D6ft4HUwv https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=rOMcxTK7-0w&si=YPVLa5d9mq4gi99k https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=_Rt10zOA64I&si=FwdQb_9vyDf9l5u0 https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=9P9e-y16qHE&si=iQ3yEtloozKA855x Not all of these are rock, but they are all written by rock bands. Enjoy!
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Is anyone here listen to ambient?
Music & Dance / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 7th, 2025
...See more I really appreciate ambient artists. From Satie and Eno to Unworn and nowt. Is there anyone you like? Could you inform me about more ambient musicians?
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I Remember Nothing
Poetry / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 7th, 2025
...See more We were strangers We were strangers, for way too long For way too long, we were strangers (Violent) For way too long (Violent) Were strangers Get weak all the time May just pass the time Me in my own world and you there beside The gaps are enormous We stare from each side We were strangers For way too long Violent, more violent, his hand cracks the chair Moves on reaction, then slumps in despair Trapped in a cage and surrendered too soon Me in my own world (Away too long) The one that you knew We (For way too long) Were strangers We were strangers For way too long For way too long That's a poem written by Joy Division's singer Ian Curtis and it express my feelings and my thoughts the last few days.
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You will not come again
Poetry / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 6th, 2025
...See more You will not come again, to give me something from the beautiful life that sets you ablaze a flower of it? It fills your heart and body with so much. You will not dare to join my hands my frozen, hostile hands anymore? Beside yours, the destined matches are no longer united by reason. You will not dare!... How slowly the days pass. And the more you leave, the more my familiar fate haunts me. So alone, so long with the secret sorrow. Doesn't it really cross your mind that in a sad moment, to this fate that always awaits me I may go again and without return? That's a poem written by the greek poet Maria Polydouri.
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And if my dream has faded...
Poetry / by friendlyPal5981
Last post
 June 20th, 2025
...See more And if my dream has faded like a shadow, and if I have lost joy forever, and if I crawl through the filth of the street, a bird with broken wings; and if, before it blooms, the flower in the garden of my heart has withered, the freest song I have ever thought of and if I know that it will never be said; and if I have buried my very life deep within the pain that I suffer - how my soul is troubled when I see the great sky, the sea as if it were coming big, and wiping the sand in the morning, tells me of some familiar shore, tells me of some life I have lived! That's a poem of K. Karyotakis, a famous greek poet. I'm posting it because is a poem i love and i can fully relate to.
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