Poem. Feelings of not mattering

@TERATONCHRIS

i wish i could say i care about you but i live very far, and i surely dont even care about of the half of the people i know, maybe 4-5 max .

i also cant say its not true and u have to reach out  more often, you have to put your heart out to recieve love you desire but sometimes our mental health surrounds us with people who dont care about us and we dont have energy to establish new friends, or change environment and we are stuck with people who dont care about us, 

sometime we are genuinely unlucky, and wven with all pur effort we dont find someone, and maybe our whole life we go without finding someone who cares

keeping all the abouve points in mind , i want to say you care about yourself, have a good tea or something relaxing , show yourself immense love, do things that rejindles your inner child, interact with nature and practice gratitude❤️❤️

@TERATONCHRIS hey there. i love your poem. you've written it really well and it's amazing to see how you've made such a nice poem out of all those really painful feelings. i am glad i came across this and read it. you just made me feel better, so congrats! 💜

i feel your pain, i know what it feels like, and i get what you're talking about. maybe it helps to know that you aren't alone in feeling these things? i feel it, many others do too, and it's really hard. i wonder why such feelings even exist but sadly they do and i wish they didn't. i think it's depression that makes us feel these things, and depression really sucks and is so unfair to us all. i'm sorry you're having to deal with all this. *hugs if okay* 🫂

i understand how you feel like nobody notices, nobody cares, nobody really loves, nobody's really there, nobody sees or hears, nobody understands, and nobody will cry when we're gone. i can relate to all of those feelings. i try to tell myself that it's just my depressed brain lying to me, but of course, that doesn't always help. but i want to tell you, i see you, i hear you, and i understand the feelings you've expressed in this poem.

i get what it feels like when we just can't take it anymore and feel like ending it. i don't really have much to say about it, but please don't do it. i know you want someone to help you, and i might not be the person who can really help much, but if you want to talk, i promise i'll try my best to make you feel supported and cared for. please don't let go. wishing you all the best. *sending strength, warmth and hugs if okay* 🤗

@TERATONCHRIS

I hear you. Sometimes we just need someone to simply be there. :)  NOT TO FIX ANYTHING, or do anything in particular, But just to let us feel that we are cared for and supported!! So you are not alone.

@TERATONCHRIS

A very heartfelt poem. I liked the irregular slipping from an 11 to a 10 syllabic line structure, as it gave it a jarring feel in line with the subject matter. The repeated rhyme made it sound like a chant; a mantra to a deep well of intense emotions. It brings a lump to ones throat to empathise with someone who might feel the way the narrator feels.

@TERATONCHRIS This is such an amazing and raw poem! I also loved the alignment - the structure of the poem.

Also,

Hey there,

I want you to know that your feelings are completely valid. It’s okay to feel lost and overwhelmed sometimes. It may seem like nobody cares, but I promise you, there are people in your life who care deeply about you, even if it doesn’t always feel that way.

Even if you cant find anyone to care (which is impossible, because I am a total stranger who cared enough to type these so there will be people around who genuinely care) - Don’t forget the life you promised yourself—the dreams and joys that are still out there waiting for you. Your journey isn’t over, and there’s so much potential ahead.

You are stronger than you think, and your life matters. Please hold on to hope, even when it feels distant. 
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.