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Summarizing my life

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Pickoff March 5th

Speaking up is hand.

I still don't know if it was worth it

People say it is

But actions speak louder than words

People go back to normal

Leaving me behind

I can't act like everything is fine

I won't reunify

They don't understand

Only government people believe The rest think I lie

Life is hard when no one listens People talk and whisper around me

Everyone wants things to go back to normal

But you are the one that finally stood up

Said the truth, that no one wants to hear

The truth must be heard

Even if no one was to listen

Life gets dark when no one listens

They walk around you wondering why

You struggle to process everything

It's hard when you are all by yourself

Healing isn't instant

No matter how much people want it to be

Somethings I can't forget

No matter how much I try

I struggle and hide

Not wanting anyone to know how much I cry

Hugs to anyone who wants🫂

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@Pickoff This was really good and I enjoyed reading this. 😊

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Pickoff OP March 5th

@warmwhisperingflower

Aww! Thanks! I made it for a class. And got lost in my writing. Later realized how honest I was with my writing. And debated on actually sending it in. My teacher wanted a poem about speaking up, personal growth, change, and healing. I answered her questions. But not in the way she expected or intended the assignment to go

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@Pickoff
I felt this a lot. Speaking up is hard for me too, so your words hit in a way I didn’t expect. It’s tough when people want things to be “normal” again while you’re still trying to make sense of everything. Just wanted to say I get it, and you’re not the only one who feels this way. 💜

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Pickoff OP March 8th

Thank you for your words. I just can't go back to normal. I can't reunify and forget everything that has happened. No one fully understand what I have been through. And I mentally just can't tell everyone. I also don't think that I have to explain why I won't reunify. I reported for a reason. And people should get that

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treefrog1234 March 8th

@Pickoff I love it. It has a lot of meaning to it. Hope youre doing alright 💓

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Pickoff OP March 8th

Thank you! It does have a lot of meaning behind it. I am struggling but surviving I g. I hope u are doing well too

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treefrog1234 March 9th

@Pickoff im struggling a lot rn too. Hope you find peace soon 

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Pickoff OP March 9th

I'm sorry u are struggling too. I hope you can get through the hard times and then live your life how you want!

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girlonline1816 March 8th

@Pickoff

i just wanna thank you for writing this because oh my goodness it was so good. genuinely it made me think like, about a million things and i love it so much!!

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Pickoff OP March 8th

@girlonline1816

I'm glad you liked it! But I am also sorry that you can relate to it. Life is hard.... I'm impressed with myself with it. The words kinda just flowed out of my brain. Trauma and words work well together with me. I can't write anything else besides trauma which is probably bad though...

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girlonline1816 March 15th

@Pickoff

thats okay. maybe writing is ur way of dealing. either way, please keep writing! i actually love reading what you have to say so much. and you should be impressed with urself, ur so cool

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Pickoff OP March 15th

Thank you so much I will definitely be continuing writing

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