The unseen battle

The unseen battle

Wanting to help support others

fear come into play

stepping away but wanting to stay

within the storm within the being

but everything seems to hard

unsure what to do at this point

to run away or to stay

to give in to the fears or fight them

alone within the fight within

a smile on my face but that only a mask I wear

trying to stay positive as that how others see me

but the thoughts within be far from positive at this time

I hear them who abused me and words they said

so within that I am being attacked with words

the your not good enough you never will be

give up as in the end you know you can not do that

then the one I hate the most just run away before you get rejected

so the battle is within and without too

but feel as if I can not really voice what really going on