Stop looking at me ...

Stop looking at me

With those eyes 

Stop looking through me

Take me in at surface level

Tell me i'm pretty

Call me handsome

Don’t look inside

I don’t want you to see

I don’t want to be vulnerable in front of you

Your eyes make me feel naked

They rip through my clothes and skin

Leaving me raw

I don’t want you to look inside

It's a mess

My body is sore and weak

And my head is flooded with you

I don’t want you to know

How much I think of you

How you have a physical effect on me

You make my heart skip, and my stomach sick

Do you notice how I follow you around

Hanging out in groups i don’t know

Just so I can be close you you

If i could I’d cling to your side

But that's weird

I’m weird 

That's why I don’t want you to look at me

I don’t want you to see me 

I want you to be infatuated by my looks

With this version of me in your head

Because I’m scared

To let you in