The Weight of Maybe

Unsure how I feel about you

But please don’t leave.

I feel weary

But please don’t go.

I’m shattered

Messed up.

I don’t know why you care for someone

So broken.

I’m constantly pushing you away

I know I’m confusing

Probably hurting you with each move.

I’m sorry.

I know it felt like a sign 

When we connected.

We both like Linkin Park

I inspired your art.

Everything felt exciting

I don’t know if it’s the distance

Or if it’s my mind

But it feels like there’s a disconnect.

Frustration sets in

Not sure why.

I don’t know how I feel about you

But do I need to know?

We haven’t even been together that long.

We said “I love you” way too soon

And I don’t know if I do.

I know I like you

But what is love?

I don’t know if I’ll ever know.

I really hope you understand

Take these words gently

I ask you to stay, even though

I don’t know where this leads.

*tagging my listener @AnnaSilverberg