Thoughts— A Lament

Thoughts— A Lament
What do I write,
when the fingers don't even trace lines?
What do I write,
when the ink has all but dried?
What do I say,
when the cuckoo is chocked to death?
What do I say,
when the wind has stopped carrying my laments?
What do I care for,
when my heart–bowl can't even hold a drop of life–water?
What do I care for,
when my the thoughts can't be reflected anymore,
because the glass like mind has broken?
What do I believe in,
when my thoughts are not even my 'own'?
What do I believe in,
when I can't even recognize my own,
real 'self'?
Who do I truly belong to— To you God or maybe, no one, not even myself?
Who am I..should I even wonder anymore?
© Ophelia
I wanted to post the poem outside of my own poetry thread because I wanted more people to read it, and its also because I havent posted any poems on 7cups in a while ( on any other platforms even) and the poems also tend to go unnoticed.
The artwork is not my own, source of artwork : Pinterest.