No Longer On 7cups

I may no longer be here anymore,

I bid farewell beforehand anyway.

"What is this melancholic reverie?"

" i am speaking through poetry, when words cant find way to mouth but become song through the whispers of the soul and the mind rests after its exhausting toil of life and the heart sleeps on a bed made of poppies in somno's cave"

— by me, in support room,

28th March, 2026.

"If tears had colors , Then pillow would be a colorful canvas "

"I love standing in the rain, because when it's raining no one can see me crying "

My Bio¯\_(ツ)_/¯

💙Hello Everyone! I am Ophelia or Taru (call me any of these if you want, I don't care) , but you can also call me Moon or Calm💙

💙I am girl from a very lively and noisy city, living in this world full of chaos 💙

💙 About me : 

I suffer from depression and Pure O (pure obessional ocd) and suffering with sh too right now .

I have really severe intrusive thoughts and I tend to get stressed and anxious easily which I really despise about myself. I tend to have breathing difficulty whenever I am really anxious. I also have problems with managing my emotions too, due to which I most of the time have anger outbursts out of no reason and be rude and angry mostly to people who trigger it (it only happens sometimes and in real life) There are many reasons for this and one is the frustration I feel because of intrusive thoughts (they are truly mental torture and I can't sleep at night peacefully because of them) and anger which may have been caused for different reasons such as stress ( I really suffer from stress) and they get mixed together and I lash out. And to be honest, I am passively "S" but not in crisis. 

If you see me typing with .... between the sentences and at the end of the sentences, it means that I am really sad and feeling down. Some virtual hugs and comforting would be really appreciated💙

( I don't know what to write anymore about my mental health lol, my mental health is burr 🥲 * Deep sigh * )

✨ Some random things about me :

💙My favorite color is blue 💙

🍜My favorite foods are any type of chow mien and pasta with olives (chicken, shrimp, squid, egg, veg, and even mixed!) and soups (chicken, veg, sweet corn and anything good!) 🍲

🌿🍋 My favorite drink is Virgin Mojito! 🍋 🌿

👺My most favorite anime and manga is Kimetsu No Yaiba (Demon Slayer)! ⚔️

💡I am INTP - T personality type! (Logician) 💡

🤓I love literature, history and learning about random things which interest me! 🤓

I love nature! (Being in nature surroundings is really peaceful, isn't it? 😀)

#SaveForests 🌱🍀💚

(psst, do you relate with this things? If yes, do tell me! We will become buddies then! 😀) 

🖋 My writing forum threads  :

Poetry by Ophelia

Stories and other writings by Ophelia

✨ Feel free to check them out! 

📢 My Triggers are 📢

Sexual Abuse and other related things 

Abuse of any kind 

Family problems (Domestic violence related topics) 

( I might poof when the chat is going on this topics, so please don't mind 👍) 

🎐Favourite things :

🌸Music🌸

🎶 Listening to Lo-fi music : most of the time piano lofi and sad songs lofi,

🎶  Listening to Ghibli music : it is really beautiful music, I most of the time listen to piano ghibli music or just ghibli instrumental music, Dark Academia playlists and Melancholic and sad piano music. They are really soothing and beautiful. They can comfort your soul to some extent~

🎶 Listening to sad, melancholic, pop, indie and sentimental songs (any language) 

🌸Reading 🌸

Reading stories 📖 : I like to read Manga, Manhwa and short stories. But I mostly love reading horror stories, mystery, thriller, detective and comedy, slice of life, iyashikei, suspense.

💜I also love hearing to audio stories! Those amazing sound effects during Horror or thriller stories give me chills 😮  I have read Franz Kafka, Haruki Murakami, Osamu Dazai and other writers and mostly interested in Japanese literature. 

💜 Some English books I have read : Harry Potter (except the last two parts, I have watched every Harry Potter movies), Anne Frank's Diary ( Translated to english), No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai , Run Melos!  by Osamu Dazai, Kafka On The Shore by Haruki Murakami, After Dark by Haruki Murakami ( these books are translated to English from Japanese) etc. 

☕7 cupsing☕️

: I like posting in forums and I love chatting here, it's what I do sometimes in my free time and coming here always lifts up my mood to some extent. Thank you very much you all amazing peeps for supporting and talking to me!💜

💜Watching Anime and reading Manga💜

Sleeping 💤

(yes I love sleeping , it is escape from reality but I sometimes go anti sleep mode lol 😛) 

Writing stories, essays and poems (sometimes) and stuffs 📒🖋

~♡♥(｡’▽’｡)♡♥~

✨ Featured and Recommended music of this right now by me ✨ :

🌙 Saanj Dhale Gagan Tale Hum Kitane Ekaki by Laxmikant–Pyarelal ‧ 1983 🌙

🌸 It's a really beautiful and great song 🌸 

( These are songs I have found out of nowhere or searching for them after listening them somewhere 👀, if you want a change of your taste in music and want to listen to new songs, check this out 👆 

🎑Here are some snacks for you in case you are hungry and lurking 😛 :

🍎🍎🍎🍎🍇🍇🍇🍇🍊🍊🍊🍊🥐🥐🥐🥐🥨🥨🥨🥨🥞🥞🥞🥞🧀🧀🧀🧀🍖🍖🍗🍗🍔🍔🍔🍔🥓🥓🥓🥓🍟🍟🍟🍟🍟🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🌭🌭🌭🌭🥪🥪🥪🥪🌮🌮🌮🌮🌯🌯🌯🌯🥙🥙🥙🥙🍳🥘🍲🥗🍿🍿🥫🍱🍱🍘🍙🍪🍪🍩🍩🍠🍤🍣🍢🍥🍡🍡🍡🍡🥟🥟🥟🥟🥠🥠🥠🥠🍦🍦🍦🍦🥡🥡🥡🥡🍧🍧🍧🍧🍨🍨🍨🍨🍮🍮🍰🍰🥧🥧🍫🍫🍫🍫🍬🍬🍬🍬🍭🍭🍭🍭🥛🥛🥛🥛☕☕☕☕☕☕☕🍵🍵🍵🍵🥤🥤🥤🥢🍴🥄

Lol I created a food wall XD enjoy your snacks! It's unlimited ~♥~

🌟 Wall of Fame ⭐ 

@amiableBunny4016 (Sweetest bun bun 🍞🐰)

@Comiclsland (Shy and sweet and quiet and an amazing human 💗)

@DarkerPlaces (His Highness Rome, the sweet loving Olaf ☃️)

@exuberantBlackberry9105 (My beautiful and kind friend, thank you for always being here for me 💙🤎)

@Macylou82 (Best Lou Lou and bestie 💙🫂)

Psst, some of my friends call me angry moon, but I am not angry at all 😛😈

My new nickname : Blue Moon 💙🌙 by @Tobedoctor 

( lol guess I am really rare and hard to find lol XD) 

My 7cups (I miss you nii) bestie and telepath sis here : @Lovemymoonflowers 🌙 💮 

(Yay we are on Maups! XD) (Mars + Cups = Maups) (Two moons hehe) 

Ni and Taru's planet (created by my sis ni 💙)

Sleep doesn't exist anymore 🥲

T-T

#Anti-sleep club 😴😳

💙Good job reaching here fellow cupser, you completed your quest! 😛Take care, have a wonderful day or night! 💙 🌃