Something shattered,

watching things getting scattered.

Am I a human or humanoid?

Voices in my ears,

can't silence the one in my head

Does one bad thing cancel all the good ?

if not do we forgive?

Does one good thing cancel all the bad ?

if not do we forget?

Hunger seems like luxury,

Hygiene seems unnecessary.

What is this feeling? Everything was so good

Only sorrow increased with knowledge.

Oh, that I had forever remained in my native wood......

A pretense. I am astounded.

Hold on to anger, sorrow, secret within,

to keep the peace around.

The only truth got shattered

keeping things together while falling apart

I fear myself. Will i ever forgive and forget?

Everything feels so wrong or just not right

Oh good Lord Algea,

why be a companion?

or be one cause deserving?

why the humiliation?

Raining love just like a famine ration

Desensitized : is it a boon or curse?

ohh to be far away from the tension

but so far away from the closest ones

i want to say out loud with no guilt, no reason allowed

That it is right or just not wrong

to feel anything or nothing at all

Things get better with time.

May i forgive but not forget the all.

Not to be like them when I stand tall

Be a better human, or humanoid,

at the end of all.