Doing a little better I think, not super great but ok I guess. I have Kitty. I saw a hawk. My wrists and my left knee were bad. I had pt. Kate’s back. I was gonna say smt, I forgot. I got 4.5ish hours last night. I’m just frustrated with not being able to get help from listeners easily. Ppl scare really easily. I don’t like explaining everything. I hope Ophelia doesn’t run away. I want to talk about so much. Like how I don’t want to hurt anyone and sometimes I don’t mean to be mean. I just really need attention. I’m clingy. I’m mean. I was lightheaded today. I need water and sleep. I need God. I had friends at school today. I have so much work to do. I’m not well.
Help help pls Ophelia isn’t talking to me
I sent a new request, I’m gonna try to get help. I’ll explain quicker this time and try not to freak them out. I’ll look over my list of what I wanted to talk abt. My wrist kinda hurts. I just need to talk
Just finished watching Scary Movie 1 + 2. Crude. I didn’t like all the sexual jokes. There were too many. Too visual. Obvious. I’m waiting for another listener. I kinda got a time set up with Ophelia. I’m not entirely certain whether she meant am or pm. I think she meant am. I meant pm. I don’t know.
I knew I didn’t like Ophelia. She’s nice. I don’t mind her. I just knew that I was overestimating how much I actually enjoy talking to her. She uses psych tricks. I know them. It’s easy. It’s dumb. I don’t want to have to tell another listener all my crazy tho.