Conquering the mind
Conquering the mind
My mind and me, we don't get along sometimes and it gets hard to go through life knowing that something is wrong with me. One day that thing is called depression by a doctor and one would expect that since the problem has been diagnosed treatment should be easy too. But that is almost too good to be true. I am here trying to finally make sure that I can one day become strong enough to be friends with my mind and who knows maybe I will wake up one day, a morning not different than any other day and my heart wouldn't sink, my brain wouldn't overthink and my eyes wouldn't avoid contact.
Thanks ❤
@Nyla22
Do you mean that you have OCD?
@SsimonCN No I don't but anxiety is something that I am trying to make peace with.
@Nyla22
And maybe, just maybe, one day, waking up won't feel like a chore.
The eyes will look past the judgmental stares of those around,
And the world won't feel so bleak, and the colors won't seem so blinding.
The love won't feel so undeserved, and the hate won't hurt as much.
The hand won't reach for the pills, and the mind won't feel so hazy.
And maybe, just maybe, one day life won't feel like a chore.