"Nothingness"

The pain caused by nothingness isn't easy to describe. Even sometimes, pens lose control and bleed over the paper, and even that blood can't reveal the amount of suffering caused by this. It leads towards hopelessness, darkness, numbness, selflessness, and constant detachment from your thoughts, body, and feelings. It feels as if you are thirsty to death and desperate for one drop of water in the middle of a frying desert. And finally, you see a liquid yes! A pool. You drag your body towards it and finally arrive there, but wait holy ***! It isn't water  but an oil pool. Can you imagine the pain and disappointment a person will go through in this situation? The only hope of survival, of getting water, is scattered, and you are still there, empty-handed, in the middle of that dry and hot, merciless desert, all by yourself in the infinite land of nothingness.