Trigger warning// ⚠️ for everything

It's all foggy, confusing, draining. Some images are familiar, some are painful, and some are pierce.

Sometimes the smallest tasks requires so much energy, and I feel like all my body has been glued to the ground.

Sometimes I hear, but it more feels like, feeling. Not hearing.

Most of it feels like, sensing.

Sensing images, sensing tastes, sensing the warmth or the cold. Sensing the story while it continues.

Sometimes I have control over it, I change whats about to happen.

Sometimes I can close my eyes to not see.

Sometimes it's beautiful, sometimes it's too beautiful that i feel my soul yearns to see more.

Overall, I'm usually thinking and fighting in this realm too,

Sometimes I overthink and struggle in my sleep too.

This is some discretions of how I dream, almost every single night.

Dreaming is a very complex matter to me.

Yet.. they are meaningful in some reasonable to most stupid ways.

My brain feels like a... Book. A book full of hope, which I wish will stay that way.

I don't think I'm making sense.