You don't want to want it...

It's not like you really want to care,
You're just feeling insecure because the safe haven you once had is no longer there,
And it's alright, you've got this,
It's normal to feel insecure when the attention you used to receive is no longer there,
Even if it was a bother when it was there,
Its absence stirs up the insecurities.
You don't want to want it,
But it's scary now, and even a lil bit of attention might take that edge away.
I understand you're afraid
That you wanna run, hide, scream, and..cry
It's okay, you've got this.
You don't want to want it
You are just scared to lose it