5 years GONE

He proposed to me and didn’t do what he promised me for 5 years now I have a baby with him. I have dealt with his drama BM and family. Everything he has I’ve given to him including his first place. He stop helping pay bills he would come in the house 5/6 am from clubbing with his brother. (Even while I was pregnant) so now he is mad because he doesn’t live with me anymore. All I ask for was for him to go to therapy I’ve given him my all and always was faithful but now I am going through a heartbreak because I do love him I even helped him in college to try to break the generation curse of his family and now he is talking to other women and that bothers me. 5 years gone that time I wasted on this person. I am such a good person but right now I am REALLY HURTING.