Betrayed by love

The one I thought I'd grow old with betrayed me in the most horrible way.In less than 2 weeks of my miscarriage,he was already living with a woman who was already pregnant for him.

He never came to the hospital when I had the miscarriage,didn't call,he was practically dead,I tried reaching out even in my pain but he was cold.I then decided to go to his place where I found him with the woman.

He tried explaining but in all his explanations,he doesn't take responsibility for his actions,he blames other people for his own actions.

I can't eat,sleep,concentrate.It's become so difficult that I now take a lot of pain killers hoping they'd help with the pain I feel