Breaking Up
I had no problem with my divorce. I am still happy it is over. Now, I am brwaking up with the person who helped me get through my divorce. I'd like him as a friend with benefits but being more, nope.
He was perfect in the begining. Then the abuse started showing, then the lies and manipulation, then the 2 facedness. I love him dearly, dearly, dearly. But, have to sit out too long to get myself needed healing and a life. I wish sex was a solution but its a temporary vacation, a very short, smack in the face, vacation. Unless, what my insufficiant ex's and I had is actually coming to a head and as best, at the wrong time of, never should have happened in the first place. Still and always will be: EUH. # Normally. Not exactly predicted and fixed in my youth but minipulated back to the ugly dirties. I'll remember this relationship for its unfair deprivation.