Break up
My girlfriend of about 11 months broke up with me 3 weeks ago because she just couldn't take it anymore being with me, she broke up with me cause I lied to her among many other things, but I struggle with a porn addiction but when I met her earlier this year I stopped completely and haven't for months but relapsed and hid that from her and lied about it and she found out so I seeked therapy and did that for a month but I cant afford it so I had to stop and she just couldn't with me anymore and stopped talking to me she needs time alone so a couple weeks but its been so hard I miss her so much and the only thing i want is for her to be in my life again, she was the first person to ever love me to know me on a deeper level and be an actual friend she was with me for months and we spent so much time together and because of me I ruined everything and its all my fault, I miss her
@topazmeow
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I'm sorry you broke up.
And you were struggling.
I admire your honesty and accepting accountability.
I hope with time and space, she'll see you are changing and maybe in the future hear you out 💜
@topazmeowI’m sorry you’re going through this. It’s important that you recognized your struggle and took steps like therapy to address it—that shows strength. Healing and rebuilding trust take time, so be patient with yourself and with her. Keep working on yourself, even without therapy, through self-help resources or support groups. Focus on growth and honesty. If the relationship is meant to be, it may have a chance later, but right now, giving her space is important. You’re not alone, and things can get better.