Break ups fing suck
I've been best friends with this guy for 6 damn year.. 2 months ago he thought he wanted to date me, last night he admitted he was never sure in the first place and has come to realize he doesn't want me like that.. I'm trying to be understanding and mature, but holy snot I am so ANGRY with him, not because he didn't feel the same, that's simply human. I'm angry that he practically lead me on, that I had to make him say it and that he felt this way, but instead of taking time to really decide he lead on my emotions. I know it wasn't with intent to hurt me, but I'm still hurt and it pisses me off because I deserved better. I'm probably incredibly selfish for being angry, but I can't help it. I just have this gut wrenching feeling and I just hate that this is what I have to accept it as. I have this undying urge to punch him in the mouth.
You are a beautiful girl who deserves someone who will keep her heart safe. This boy is not worthy of it. You will find someone who is and I know it sounds mad cliche but the bad guys make us appreciate the good guys even more. You don't deserve to feel like this sweetheart but it will get better.
On the plus side you'll be able to spot a bad egg a mile off. Let yourself heal properly! No point rushing and bumping into another fool. You are an incredible person TheGirlWithTheYellowSoul
and you have so much to offer this big world. Don't let anyone make you question your worth ever. You are excellent lovely.
@Blessedboy I'm sorry I'm only just now seeing your very very kind message. Still getting the hang of this app! But you are so right, it helped me fully solidify what it is I want too and what I know I'm deserving of. You have an extremly kind and sweet soul. I hope good things happen for you and that they always happen 💛💛
@TheGirlWithTheYellowSoul so sorry to hear too. The old cliche that theres more fish in the sea etc not sure its helpful. Maybe he was right if he had doubts, maybe its best in hindsight who knows. Please dont dwell on him, try and get on with looking after you. You deserve to find whats right and you will build on it. Good luck and enjoy !!
@Gujon3073 yeah he was. I myself was starting to doubt it all as well, but I wish he would have at least tried instead of sitting back and doing nothing. No use in crying over rotten milk though! This ocean is one big ass place, my cool fish is definitely out there somewhere I'm sure! I'm just glad that it ended instead of being drug on and continuing for us both to be miserable! Thank you for your kind message though I appreciate it very much!
