Broken hearts and promises
I’m always looking around.
Looking at these couples.
and the way they look at each other.
I used to be that way.
All googly-eyed with a stupid smile.
Loving and feeling loved.
Feeling serene.
Happy.
But I can never trust it to be that good anymore.
Never.
Last time it was too good,
It ended.
Every.
Single.
Time.
I pour my heart and soul into this person
And we end.
”I’ll love you forever.”
Sounds too unreal now.
I’m starting to not believe in love.
But then I see her or talk to her
And I start crying because I still love her.
But she’s the one that got away.
The sad thing is,
I never got to say that I love her before she left.
I am almost in the same situation like you... I was in a 10 year relationship and he ended things because he was too stressed from work and his life .. he was feeling like an old man and stressed even though he admits i never put pressure on him.. He says i am perfect and caring but he is afraid he holds me back because he stopped wanting to go out , travel ,have fun.. and he knows those things are what i love doing... And he is afraid he can't give me the life that i want...I think he is going through depression ..he ended things out of the blue 15 days before.. he says he still loves me but an beautiful relationship ended.. we didn't have any problems.. there wasn't fighting or anything...
I still love him .. i know it's normal because it's only 15 days...
I feel betrayed because he kept all his problems inside and that leaded to a break up...i feel that can't trust anyone anymore...
I understand what you are going through...
