Confused on what to do
I broke up with my ex because I wanted to get better for him and I wanted to be in the right mind space. I know I hurt him because he told me I did. I didn't want to hurt him but I wanted to get better for him and our future. Now I'm worried I don't have another chance with him because my brother threatened him. I love him so much and I wish I didn't end it. Maybe I could've gotten better with him beside me? I feel like I've made the biggest mistake in my life. I want him back and I need him but I messed up big time. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him forever. Help please.
@lostmouse3502,
all you need is already there, namely your self, your true being.
I understand though, I have been there too.
So what I learned is to truly love my self, just be, follow my heart, don't adjust to others.
If you are your true self, no needs, no expectations, able to offer help without expecting anything in return, then you will radiate that you are self. And people will pick up on that.
Having said that, how about initiating a chat with him? Like, face to face? You've got nothing to loose.
Take care.
