Cruel

I loved my partner more than anything. For five years my life was about them. I loved them. I wanted to live together and I wanted to have a commitment ceremony with them. But last year they told me they didn’t love me anymore. A few months later they start dating someone 7 years younger than them. Yesterday I was told they’d be moving in together. They’ve never even met offline once and they’re moving in together? They’ve been dating for 7 months and decided to move in together. It took us 3 years to get to that point. When I brought up how fast they were moving they told me they never really imagined living together with me. So I feel my love was one sided this entire time.

I feel like I’ll never find love again. Not after this. Not after seeing how fucking disgusting it is. It’s all fake. Someone will always come around that’s better than me somehow. Somehow.