Feeling alone and hurt
I'm having a very difficult time coping with being alone. I talked to a person every day for eight years and now I'm pretty much entirely by myself. I miss companionship and I feel like I need people to talk to.
@Zale My boyfriend of 5 years cheated on me and then dumped me via EMAIL may I add. It's been 5 days and this has hurt like nothing has hurt before. So, I understand what you are going through. It has been the hardest 5 days of my life. You are not alone. I don't know if there's a way to have a private conversation here but I'm here if you want to chat.
@philosophicalMoon1591 I appreciate the support.. how have you been coping?
@Zale Awful. I can't stop thinking about him and what I did wrong. But I have been meditating, exercising.... unfortunately I can't get together with friends because of obvious reasons, it couldn't have come at a worst time. It is awful. But I keep listening to upbeat music and I watch nothing but horror movies. I am trying.
Every morning I feel I am at the bottom of a well and I have to climb out of there. That's my life now. I know it won't be forever so i'll keep trying and trying. I can't wait for the day where I wake up and he's nothing but a bad memory. I hope one day I say EW at having had a thought about him.
How are you feeling?
@philosophicalMoon1591 I feel pretty much the same way. Last night was very difficult and my nightmares have been bad over the past few days so I'm afraid to sleep. How are you feeling?
@Zale I totally get what you are going through... My boyfriend of 6 years was being close to a girl behind my back and when I confronted him about the same, he went into defensive mode... Now he has broken up with me, blaming everything on me... That i never was the girl who understood him... And that he regrets our relationship... Am at home with family due to obvious reasons now! And have to hold it together just to protect them! I hope I will be able to get over soon
@None666 I wish I could talk to people who understand more often.. I would love to give you my phone number, but I'm worried about being harassed.. is there a personal message board on this app?
@Zale please dont give out your phone number or personal information
@philosophicalMoon1591 I'm going through the same. My boyfriend who I lived with, dumped me via text during this isolation period with next to no explanation :(
For all the people who are going though a breakup or post breakup stress, I just want you to know, it will get better, I have been there, I know how it feels, that feeling of betrayal, disappointment, anger and pain TRUST ME it will go away, you just need to give yourself some time and once it's over, you will come out of it wiser and stronger then ever
Stay strong and stay safe.
@Zale
I feel the same..