Feelings change day by day
thisllpass
June 25th, 2021
Yesterday, I missed him and wanted to tell him everything about myself I was too scared to divulge; today, I woke up thinking, "that guy had ISSUES. He was a bucket of transference; every woman was his mother, and he treated them with all the fear and disdain he grew up directing toward her." Of course, you could say more or less the same thing about me and my ability to trust men. Anyway. Bucket of transference.
forcefulPeach1961
June 25th, 2021
I feel this. One minute I’m strong and I know this is for the best and then I hear him talking to another coworker and I think ‘is he ever going to talk to me like that again?’ I’ve tried to remind myself that leaving/grieving a relationship takes time and it’s more of a scribbly circle shape then a straight line. Hang in there!!