Got divorced to be with her...and she left me

Hello everyone.

First of all let me apologize since i am not a native english speaker. And its my first time using a chat like this too.

I came here because, like may others here I believe, I am completely broken hearted right now. I will try to explain briefly.

I went to work in France in 2017. I was married with one daughter, 1 year old at the time.

There I met a woman, a colleague, with whom I deeply fell in love. She was "it". The one. She became my soul and my heart. Everything without her seemed numb and colorless. Its poetic I know but it really waslike that. She was my smile.

She had a boyfriend. He didnt lived in the country with her. We knew each other and we fell in love. That was in july 2017. We held on without getting involved untill february of 2018. My wife got pregnant before that, it wasnt planned, in 2017. My second daughter was born in May 2018.

Yes it was awful. Yes i felt like the worse human being in the planet. But there was nothing else I could do. I loved her.

My wifefound out in august 2018. She told her boyfriend. What happened next was a storm. But they both forgave us. Until November 2018. Then she broke up with her boyfriend because she was in love with me and I asked the divorce to my wife.

We started living together in January this year. My divorce finalized yesterday. She broke up with me monday the day before I came to my country to get the divorce papper. It was finished yesterday. She broke up our relationship and my heart. She destroyed me. I dont know what to do. Did she do it on purpose? Was it all planned? Did she ever loved me? Why...

I am broken...