Hanging on

I don't know what to say actually, but I do believe it's never late. So I hope you try to work things out, and I'm glad you want to at least open about it and talk.

I do hope and believe you'll make the right choice, thanks for sharing 🤗

We went to therapy for a year,but there are little reminders of my mistake that triggers her feelings.I think about my mistakes everyday,I worry that one day she”lll just come home and say goodbye.We been thru a lot and when I see light at the end of the hallway,the door shuts.I’ll live with this til the day the good lord takes me home.

Surely you made a mistake, but I don't think it's all just black or white. If you made a mistake and hurt a person, it doesn't mean you're a bad person. Sometimes we may be the villains in someone else's story, but we are here to learn from our mistakes and it seems to me that you have the will to change for the better. We can't predict what will happen with your wife, but one thing is certain: if you really want to change, you will. Not just to save your marriage, but for yourself. I hope things can work out, but if they don't, remember that it is not this mistake that defines who you are. It will be a lesson that you will carry with you for the rest of your life and that you will need in any case. I sincerely wish you the best of luck