I am so broken! HELP ME!

I have a devestating story. at least i think so.

i met a girl and fell in love 3 years ago and she was the best for me! i fell for her aloooot! we were so good together and everything was great she had a lot of problems and i supported her with them and she was always there for me. it was a long distance thing. 1000 miles away!

after she passed a big crisiss in her major, she slowly started to talk about a third guy . a classmate. we talked about it and she assured me she loves me and never gonna be with that guy. then after last summer she started to talk about him more and then this spring i found out that she was already in relationship with him for 7 months and i didnt know!

in these 7 months i made a life with her being the center of it. i made a ring with the coin i had from the day we first met! i made a 3d scupture of her with 2 wings to fly like an angel! i was about to propose to her! then i found out everything!

i am so alone now and no friends is around to help me. i wana talk to people but there are no one around and i am too depressed to do that!

i need help guys. my heart is broken into pieces i need some kind people to talk to me vocally ! plz help me!

i need to talk to people with skype. i need to tell my story face to face! i am so depressed that i cant even go out of my home!

i hope some one helps me!