I miss her
I'm sorry for not being able to be strong. I still love her. It's been 6 months. We were engaged. We had some issues. I suffer from anxiety and depression sometimes and it affected our relationship. When we broke up she made up things about me and involved the courts. It was all dismissed but it still hurts after all this time. I'm 46 and a man and I don't know what I did to deserve this. I feel like I can't move. I'm do afraid to make a mistake and it causes so much unnecessary pain in my heart. It literally feels like I'm dying. I can't breathe. I see her face constantly. I am reminded of her in even the slightest way. I am slowly dying and losing this battle. I fee so alone.
@Kailuaboy69
I'm sorry you have been through a lot and been through a hard time you are never alone you may feel like you are alone but being on here you are not alone got a lovely supportive community on here hope you'll be okay and have you tried reaching out to anyone on here
@BrightRedFlower2322
Tonight was the first time I ever reached out. Had a severe anxiety attack. And wanted redemption.
@BrightRedFlower2322
No one is answering me....
So sorry i havent been feeling well sorry for late reply and worse today very sorry about this @Kailuaboy69
@BrightRedFlower2322
I hope you feel better soon😀
@Kailuaboy69
Thank you :) I hope I feel better soon too 3days in a row since I ate meat and made me sick :(
@Kailuaboy69 don't do redemption that won't solve anything just be honest and up front don't scope to her level
