I need cuddles

@LoLtheJackal

Start at the beginning. Start with you. What are all the things you liked to do before you met her? Or don't you remember the you that you used to be? You used to have fun didn't you? You used to have dreams. She came along and changed you. You forgot who you were without her. You lost the you that could laugh, the you that loved those songs that she never really liked. Now look ahead. The you who you lost so long ago is waiting for you to catch up and see the places you always wanted to see, to meet the friends you haven't even met yet.

I understand you're feeling more pain all at once than you know how to handle. So just talk. Spend time with friends, family, or even complete strangers on the internet. Talk about weather, sports, news. And when you're ready, talk about your feelings. Talk to someone, anyone, everyone until that pain that's so sharp and so crushing now is dulled and the memories a little faded. And piece by piece, you'll gather all the parts that are broken with each person you talked to and everyone you shared your pain with, and you'll see you have someone afterall. I hope something made you smile today and that tomorrow you can smile again.