Is it over

So I've been married to my husband 5 years 7 + months and neither of us are actually happy. We haven't been for a while now. Inwas in prison for 2 years for something that #1 he didn't know about, #2 He definitely did not approve of. I know that he feels betrayed because of what I went to prison for.

He did stand by me and support me the entire time I was in prison. He wrote to me weekly, I called home and talked to him everyday sometimes multiple times a day. He would even drive 4 hours 1 way to come on visit days. Inwas so blessed.

When u first got out it was weird. I felt awkward and out if place. So I figured I'd get a job, and continue to work on me and rekindle the flame. In time we'd be back in to 'our' routine and I'd feel okay. So I got s job, I continued to work on healing me, I stayed on the right path. I tried to rekindle our flame.... to ko avail.

Now I feel very out of place, lost and confused. More than I did when I first got out. I have asked him to be intimate with me, you know cuddle with me, hold my hand.... anything like that. He said he'd do better only it never happened.

I don't know if I am over reacting or taking it to personal. I don't know what to do. I am not sure of who I am anymore.