It’s so hard to leave! :(

im married to the sweetest guy that treats me like a princess and like I’m the only girl in the world until he gets upset.

I know this behavior isn’t something to settle with or build a family

and I’m soooo scared to share with others because I know they’d say the obvious- leave him

but what if I knew why he’s like that? What if he was never like that before for an extended time of us together, what if he’s had some very traumatic experiences recently that have caused him to change -become angrier

Could I possibly then Hope and Pray that it can change with growth... as we get older and more mature? - that somehow we’ll find a way to communicate better with each other?

could I possibly continue to pray for his healing of his trauma/ mental health that he can be the better version of himself?

sighs...I know that’s all wishful thinking but... a part of me just hangs to that hope.

I love him soooo much I hate that I allowed myself to.

How can I bear the pain of just the thought of having to D him.

I’m so sad and broken. I need SUPPORT

i need to vent. I need to make a friend here that we can VENT to each about our similar situation.

I need help. My mental health is deteriorating,