I've messed up.
My gf broke up with me last Sunday after 3 years and living together for 2. I'm feeling really bad about it. I had other girlfriend in the past but never felt like I'm feeling now. I was talking with other girl online and she told her everything. When she got home and confronted me I didn't had the balls to tell her the truth. I tried to negate everything, we also had a talk about our relationship which wasn't floating right and I admitted my fault in that part. I've been "away" from her and she doesn't deserve that. I really want to fix this but don't know how and even if there's any door still open to her. As normal she went to talk to a close friend of ours that now it's trying to talk to me. I'm completely lost. I know what I did and do feel like a dushbag. Everything between us was so natural and we really completed each other's way of being. Don't know what to do...
@ivoryVillage9346
I'm sorry to hear about how things ended for you two. If possible can you get to talk to her to see how she's feeling about what took place between you two and see if she's willing to try to make things work. Even giving her time to think about her feelings and reaching out when she's ready to talk may help. I'm hoping she does give you a chance to talk it through. Best of luck with everything.
I've been talking to her. She's really hurt and insecure of everything. We are both of us being followed by psychologists. She says that she does love me and miss me but she doesn't trust me. She recognizes that I'm trying my best and that I've changed my behavior for best but she's still not ready. This is hurting me so much. After one month I'm still crying for the full just like today. Last Sunday I thought that things changed for better since we got together, talked and kissed, she said she wanted me in her life and to be my girlfriend, but yesterday everything went back to square zero again. Don't know what more to do. She said that I'm doing everything right and good but still to confused. I feel so broken.