Just broke up w/ girlfriend.
32M here and going through a breakup with a close friend after we developed feelings. Ive know her for about 1.5 years and only started developing feelings the last few months. I sensed feelings starting and put the effort to spend more time with her. But then she confessed her feelings one night and idk why but i started feeling anxious. So much that i sabotaged the whole relationship and said i couldnt commit. And now i hurt her so much and lost one of my closest friends. I hate myself and i wish i could tell her how sorry and sad i am.
@convivialPear7798
Are you prepared to try again if she wants to be in a relationship with you?
If not, then I recommend you leave her alone and get some support from friends here at 7Cups. With supportive friends you will be able to handle stress and anxiety better in your next relationship.