Letting Go

I met a guy 9 months ago. We hung out for about 2 months when I couldn't ignore my spidey senses anymore that something was up... and after some searching I found out he was married.

I tried staying friends with him after but it slowly moved back towards romantic after he told me he'd never been attracted to his wife, that they haven't had sex since 2020 and that it's always been a hurdle for him to be physically or verbally intimate with her but she's his best friend and doesn't know what to do. They almost separated in 2019 because of that but then decided they'd try harder.

Obviously that tapered off pretty quickly because he's faking the intimacy.

I never should've gotten involved with him and I'm finally getting past this whole thing. He's stuck and I can't be stuck with him.

He doesn't deserve me and I don't deserve him. I'd really rough but I'm getting there.