Lost

Any advice is greatly appreciated.

our story:

we meet in high school and have been dating since freshman year 2008.

my parents moved to FL in 2019 and I decided to stay in PA so we moved in together. Flash forward we got pregnant. We were having debates about who would be able to watch out baby and I strongly suggested we move to FL since we were both more comfortable with my family taking care of the baby while we worked. Plus I felt we needed a fresh start.

so moved to FL from PA after our baby was born in December. It’s been about 9 months and he has decided he wants to leave. He hasn’t seemed motivated to get our own place, or seemed like he wanted to include me in his life. He constantly was out with his friends and spending all his money on his car. He kept saying he wanted to move back to PA and that he felt stuck with me here. I did not want to move back so soon. I wanted to get a place of our own and be a family. We were on 2 different pages. He left yesterday. He said he wanted to move back to PA. Today he says that he is going to try and find a place on his own in FL. I just feel lost without him and I don’t know how to move forward. And having a child doesn’t make the situation easier. I wish we could make it work but he has his own demons he needs to work through and maybe he will find someone who makes him happier. In the mean time I am lost….