Missing him
I still miss him. He just disappeared , and I think about him and the things that happened between us . I just want an explanation . I felt like he used me and everything was a lie . He was my first boyfriend
@Ini1989
I was in a long distant relationship with my ex for 5 years. Out of nowhere, without any explanation he left. After 4 months of absolutely no contact from him and being horribly scared something happened (I later found evidence of him being online, hanging out with online gaming friends), he left me for another girl he found in his country. I only found that out through facebook, I felt like I had been stabbed in the heart. I too, never got an explanation or reason for it...
It's a horrible pain to be left suddenly with any sort of closure. It sticks with you for awhile, it's been over a year now since it all happened and I still suffer from the effects of being abandoned. It's a cowardly act to leave someone without an explanation or a goodbye. I'm so sorry this happened to you and I can empathize with your pain. Just remember, you are worth so much more than what your ex could have provided for you, he walked out on someone who clearly cared for him a lot. I'd say it was more of his loss, than yours. 
xx
@TrueArrow I can completely relate with what you went through. I myself was in a relationship for 5 years with my ex. We were together for the first four years and was long distance for one year. I really thought everything was going fine in our relationship but then one day he called and said that he wanted to break up with me. I actually begged him to stay but he refused and gave no further explanation. I learned recently though that he is already with another girl. Well that's 5 years of my life wasted. It's been only a month since we broke up, and I don't think I'm feeling any better. Hopefully I'll get over him soon though.
@Ini1989 Hey there, I can understand what you're going through. I have felt the same way and I know it's not easy getting over or coming through it no matter what others say. First love is always hard to let go. I just wanted to say I'm prud of you for being so strong and hope you stay strong like this :)
@Kaishi29 thanks , it is hard and I feel weak
