Over reacting?

..... Had slowed down allot but would still have a couple when I got off work. We had moved to her home time so she would be close to her family, and they had a house no one was using. I stayed in a different area of the house and keep my distance while I was still very bitter. After my son was born I wanted to be there for everything, and dispute everything we worked together and focused on him. Over the next months and through the Holliday s I was still playing the role of a significant other (minus sex) was awkward and hard to be doing all these things with her family, just being a tag along. She wanted/needed someone there, and to help her with things.

I had really thought that we had grown a bond as we were raising a perfect little boy. She supported me as I was working overtime to support us all. And I was supporting her in getting her CNA and getting back to work.

A month ago I get the call that my mom was in the ICU and the doctors wanted me to confirm her code status. After getting there and letting her spend time with her grandson, I had to make the decision to stop trying.

My ex had gotten there by that point, and came to the hospital as I was slowly watching my mom sufocate. I wanted her to stay with me, but didn't know how to ask... Dumb I know. By the next morning she had passed as I held her hand and did my best to comfort her....

The drive back to her house where the baby, my ex where was a breakdown.