Queen of Self sabotage
Relationship # 10+ is coming to an end. I do not know how to be in a healthy relationship. I am impatient, mistrusting and force everyone to run from me. Each time it happens I am devastated yet I am like a broken record!
You are human. No relationship is going to be perfect and that’s okay. There isn’t a straight path to being in a healthy relationship, what matters is growing from each one and learning. Remember, communication is key!
Coming to an end? Do you want it to?
What we resist, persists. This might fit and it not, but the fear of abandonment can be a powerful force in our behavior. Was there a time in your life, including childhood, you felt abandoned? Bet it would make a great journal entry. Our coping mechanisms can be quite confusing but if you look at it with compassion, they can make sense. How does it bring you control and safety to expect and push for abandonment? Lots of love! 💕