Separated and going to see my wife for the first time

I'm heading out to travel 1400 miles to see my wife of 8 years for the first time since she left me. I've been working hard to improve myself for the past 6 weeks and I think that I've made a lot of progress and have turned over a new leaf. She has agreed to meet me at the train station to pick me up. She has claimed there is no hope of reconciliation, but what is life without hope? To try and be heartbroken is better to have never tried at all and live with regrets for the rest of your life. Please think of me and pray for us, for whichever way it goes.