So sad

My fiancé who proposed to me last year ( been together 4 1/2) broke up with me because we got into a huge fight. I was drinking and got out of control and said some mean things to him. Hes ended it and now ten days later is telling me hes moving on and is interested in someone else. I dont know how to move on. I was committed and loyal to him. I initially told him I would stop drinking ( which I have) and apologized for what happened. We moved into his sisters house a year ago because i am in a medical program so we could save money. He moved out into a friends house. Now his family is wanting me to move out in a month. I am not working. My family doesnt live anywhere around. I miss him and am so sad. I want him back but I know I cant force him. This is the second time this has happened where hes left me. When we got back together he promised me he wouldnt leave again and promised to work everything out. Hes told me he loves me cares for me but is not in love with me. He says I need to move on. Its been 10 days! He says hes there for me and if I need him or anything he will be there. I am so broken and lost.