This part sucks
I am a mess. One minute I am telling myself that I will be fine that I will be better off, the next minute I break down and start crying. I can't focus at work, I don't know if I am making the right decision, if I am just overreacting or if this is what I am supposed to be doing. I wish I could fast forward this part to the point where I stop being mad at myself for wasting the past 7 years of my life, giving everything i had to someone I thought was my partner for life. I need to put myself back together but i know it will take a while. I just have to try to find a way to stay strong through the process. This is hard.
I hear you, substitute 7 for 30 and this could be my plea for help. People are listening, go ahead and speak, take in some chat rooms. Sorry to say I don't have a solution or plan to hand you. Have a great day, put the sad thoughts away shortly after they occur.
I'm with you. Every day is an emotinal roller coaster. Four years of my life are gone. I know I'll be better off without him, in the end but that doesn't make this easier.
All I can say is one foot in front of the other. I'm with you and I'm sorry you're also hurting.
