dont hard on yourself trying to get attention from people who dont care about you
do you know when u feel so falling in love with someone and then that people give you some feedback like omg he likes me back , he so interesting with me and change your world so much , you never meet before you only like his picture , his chat , his laugh , his word thats so ridiculous , because you think he's diffrent than some guys at yourplace and day by days are pass and we love more and we think we in love so much but he didnt know what he feels for you maybe he just fun with you because he's meet u online , idk its like i am so fool or what ? and what if he change what if he didnt care at all , its only broke your world
@virriii
Thank you for posting this, online relationships are strange right - we trust strangers we have never met with far more details than someone we had met in real life - they get intense and it is far easier to say that at that moment you feel a desire - a love towards that person.
Sometimes people get lucky they connect and its real but never change yourself to try and earn someones affections or think that will change for you. Someone should love you for exactly who you are.
I hope you look back on this as a learning curve - a lesson and that it becomes far less raw. Your title - don't be hard on yourself is so so true! please don't be, we cannot control anyones thoughts and actions but our own. Take care of you and reach out to a listener if you need to talk more