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to be honest i didn’t think i could ever not like him. i still love him yes i do every day. it hurts me to love him this much. but this past friday i asked for something of mine he had and he said he threw it away but he still had a shirt of mine. so he said he would bring it to school, i got there at my normal time and he came into school early found me by my locker and threw my shirt at me. not once did i ever think in a million years he would ever do something like that to me. a few days before that happened he sat at my lunch table with my friends. MY friends. he is a piece of crap. i’m so glad he is gone but it hurts so much without him.
@vsage24 This sounds so challenging and I'm sorry you went through that... Well it sounds like a toxic behavior. The younger we are the more immature our ways are. Maybe this is a reaction. He couldn't take rejection. But it really has to do eith him and it is not something personal with you dear. You did the best for a relatinship that was toxic to you... And sometimes it is not people but the timing and other things influencing the course of the relationship... Who knows maybe in the future things will be better. Hope is a part of accepting a breakup. So all you have to do is hope for the best and be glad you took the best decision for the time being. If it's not meant for you two to be together, there may be a better path for you out there. Everything will fall into place eventually. You can always connect with a listener for extra support! Thank you for sharing your story with us, it was really touching for me persoanlly!
I’m so sorry, no one deserves that treatment. He is being ver immature and selfish. I know this is cliche but you truly deserve better